First i'm gonna start with the saturday Asia Conference with Benny Hinn. Well i did'nt quite know wad to expect except that Benny is a really pro healing evangelist. I read about him online and indeed there were many conspiracies about this man, i guess the devil is trying to bring him down? So there i was singing hymn after hymn after hymn. Then after the offering message the wonders began. He began to start healing people at random and he was just shouting out in the mic that someone was getting healed of watever sickness. Then he went to the choir side and claimed that someone there was healed of a broken hip and asked that person to step forward. The person did'nt want to admit and he finally claimed that if that guy did'nt come out he would drag him out from the choir. At first i thought : this must be a joke. But truly enough this black man stepped out and admitted that he indeed felt the fire of God upon him and was healed of the same thing Benny said he was healed of!! I was stunned. Truly God has no boundaries.
These two days have been quite hiong but fun too since i spent them with none other than the other guy who made this blog. If you dunno who he is go bang ur head on the wall and repent. Well you could say that experience changes people and i was certainly no exception. Just finished playing bravestory on my PSP and finished learnin the song Thunder by boys like girls. These two things have taught me that sometimes letting go is much braver than holding on. Holding on will just cause werewolf to get irritated with me and hate me or smth and cause me to become obsessed hurt confused. I guess there is indeed a season for everything. A time to reap a time to sow. A time of joy and a time of sorrow. Yea maybe we had some good memories last time but if werewolf refuses to accept me as more than a fren then i'm just a fool ramming my head against the wall only to realise that it feels so good when i stop. Indeed letting go takes a lot out of you, it cuts you emotionally and leaves you cold and hurt but time heals all wounds and after time this will be nothing but a memory that you will forget. Don't let yourself be obstructed by that memory. It is nothing but a memory. Your life is not worth living for a single memory. Make the most out of the life God has given you, don't waste it.
Btw i saw something really touching on the net. thought i might share it with u guys
Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No it's not. Please it's 2 scary!
Guy : Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl : *hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off andput it on yourself? It's bugging me.
Girl:Alright, now slow down
Guy: I love you babe
Girl: I love you too, please just slowdown now! Please!
(in the paper the next day):A motorcycle had crashed into abuilding because of a brake failure.Two people were on it, but only 1had survived .The truth was that halfway down theroad, the guy realized that his brakesbroke, but he didn't want to letthe girl know. Instead, he had her sayshe loved him and felt her hug one last time he had her wear his helmetsothat she would live even though it mean that he would die...
For those who have not heard the song Thunder. Its an awesome song though it kinda reminds me of how it was like with Her. Painful but true. Heres the link : http://www.imeem.com/boyslikegirlsmusic/video/qFGs10b-/boys_like_girls_thunder_music_video/
Sadly it needs two people to sing the song, so i'm training Joel to help me witht he song. The chords are pretty simple. For anyone who wanna learn it go ultimtae guitar to find. Its the tab that starts with the D chord. Good luck. Its a pretty simple song.
I know i promised to write a long post but i feel kinda sian all of a sudden. Haha well fine i shall stop here. Short and sweet. Looking forward to class chalet!! Trying to let go of her.
Darren.
; DEATH AWAITS
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